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2008-09-01T02:46:00.000+08:00

http://s-heilachunghh.blogspot.com

2008-08-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

I feel unglam, weak& ugly these days. ):
(Sighsss!)
I'm going to create a new blog.
*Tsk* New blog, new beginning (?!)
Hahaha!

2008-08-24T13:58:00.012+08:00

I feel like a geek. (Inserts a jiaobin here)
Everyday is like, filled with studies.
While at times difting off from studies to Redemption!
Many of my dearest friends birthday are coming...
Take this space& time to
wish them a most happy advanced Birthday! &
Warning: Long post ahead!

On the 26th August. Jolene Oh.
No matter how far we drifted apart, we will drift back again.
Wont we? (: Has it been already 1& a half year?
It seems so long since everything.
Everything will be etched. All the wrong/stupid/etc things.
& Especially all our small little tiffs& dumb arguments :D
No matter how close you're to anyone else,
I must be remembered okay! Hahahaha.
Because we've done so much for each other.
Because we had been so close.
Because we've been there for each other...
Everything will go well for you I believe! (Insert hearts!)

Next up, on 30th August. Yangjiaqi.
We've known each other for like what, since primary 2 till now.
7 years or more? (:
I can remember our immature talks& quarrels in primary 6!
The one I have confided in since as long as I can remember!
We really did drift apart for many a times.
And volleyball kind of brought us back together? :D
Then comes Redemption. And all the silly little talks.
The study times?! Hahahaha.
Nonsensical times, nervous audition...
& The times where you have to wait for me while I prepared!
I'm sure you'll never forget ;D
But I know, you'll love me still. (Inserts heart!)
Dont stress out, because you'll do well.
In studies& Redemption. Jyjy!

On the 9th September. Geraldine, Zihui.
Remember how we disliked each other during sec 1s!
Hahaha. What a joke. And now we're Aiai(s) :D
Been through distrust/quarrels/tiffs.
I know you're always letting in... (:
I thank you for that. I love you!
All the times we've been together.
Now you have your friend I assume.
And I have mine. But at least...
We still have school times to be with. Yeah.
I hope you'll be truthful, because I do trust you tons!
And you'll have my faith (:
I can remember how well we clicked in sec 2.
How we speak using same words...
Agree in many aspects. (Insert hearts!)
Hold your love for him prison.
Despite others thinking, I'll stand up for you.

2008-08-18T21:07:00.006+08:00

When everything is falling apart. (Sad emoticon here)
Life is = unfair.
Everything always likes to go haywire,
all at the same time.
I feel a thousand daggers. I see all the haters.
I have to thank everyone that was so understanding,
and that was by me all these while.
All my hopes dashed. How to pick up the pieces (?)

2008-08-16T11:57:00.001+08:00

Forsaken.

2008-08-14T22:56:00.003+08:00

Who'll see the tears when it is at the darkest of night?
A place so fond of memories.
I'm giving up. No more picking of pieces.
The verdict is made. The jury is clear.
It spells gameover. Here I am, once again.

To whom does the line between wrong and right matters?
You make your stand. To be blinded by your so called facts.
Nothing will ever matters.
Not anymore.

2008-08-11T20:04:00.004+08:00

Is it just me.
Or is it obviously?
Not much more to say.
Not much more to be done.
I feel like just acting up/crying out.
I thought I'm becoming so numb.
But in actual fact. I can feel it stinging.
I stray away, and this is still how I feel.
There's this feeling in my stomach.
I feel all my emotions there.
So mixed up.
Maybe I need to clarify all things to make it better.
But I dont know from where do I start.
At times, it seems like pointless.
At other, I feel so affected by all this shit.
Now what...?

In the midst of celebration.
I feel like an outcast.
I cant feel the happiness.
(Inserts one big sad emoticon)

2008-08-11T15:43:00.004+08:00

Cannot resist not touching the computerrrrrrr :o
So I stole the keyboard from my mother :x
Thus, here's a random post.
Today's my Mum's birthday! Yay.
Even though she'll not be reading this,
but Happy Birthday to you Mummy! :D
Hahahahahaha. Just came back from west mall.
Watched The Mummy: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor.
With Jiaqi, Jasperyong& Lywei.

Kind of disgusting at some point.
Yeah, overall it was, quite nice.
Very fiction though. Rate it 4/5 stars.

2008-08-09T15:50:00.001+08:00

Shan't be blogging for quite long.
My mum decided that I was using too much of the computer.
And she confiscated my keyboard ):
I'm too lazy to use the computer outside.
Ciaoz (:

2008-08-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

So little time.
So much things that are squeezed in a few days.
Went to ITE (College West) on Monday& Tuesday.
It makes me realise, you cannot study in ITE.
The people there gave me a very bad impression.
*Whines and grumbles.
Well, finally back to school today.
But was late to school (1030am).
Went, because couldn't miss training.
Have been having training,
consecutively for more than a week already!
Well, off to bed already. Goodnight (:

2008-08-02T16:08:00.008+08:00

Today is a stupidly warm& stuffy tiring day!
I think I can just sleep non-stop 48 hours.
Stay awake, stay awake!
Today had our school's Sports Fiesta.
Sec 1 was Captain's ball. Sec 2 was basketball or soccer?
Whereas Sec 3 was Volleyball. Sec 4& 5 was floorball.
It is really hard/tiring/stressful.
Imma so tired.

2008-08-01T11:58:00.002+08:00

Nothing to post. Feels one blank.
The best thing is that, my case is closed.
Training sucks. School isn't any better.
Friendships. Maybe losing = gaining more (?!)

I am finding my way back to myself.
I am finding my way back into love.
I am on my way. I am.

2008-07-29T22:01:00.005+08:00

I need to study! *Uncrosses fingers
For real I have to!
I'm lagging behind in so many subjects.
I'm getting so tired of school because of this.
That I cant get anything into my brainsssss.
This is so traumatising (?!)
Today went to training, even though skipped school.
Self-training (:
Hohoh, then ate at mac (fattening!) with Weifeng& Vanessa.
Was bitching all the time there. *Grins
Imma so so so sick of my life. My no-life kind of life.

I miss the past, I'm so sick of reminiscing.
This world is such a sick place.
The society is so disgusting,
Life is so (censored) up.
You can judge a book by its cover.
You can think what you think.
But then again... you'll never know the true me.

2008-07-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

Another post, but well, same day.
Shan't mingle public affairs with personal matters.
Laugh-out-loud!

Firstly: I miss coach. ):
Secondly: I feel so out of place.
Thirdly: I feel like I'm like volleyballing everyday,
to busy myself with.

I need a time machine. I want to go back in time.
Everything seems so pointless.
Everything just doesn't works out.
My heart feels like a bottomless pit.
(Now my stomach is feeling like one too)
I need my life back. To be on the right track.

2008-07-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

Warning: Explict content/ language

My mood now is like,
hundreds of dynamite exploding in me.
Fuck it man! Things are just so wrong.
I must have gotten out from the wrong side of bed. *Rolls eye
But actually, there's only one side I can get out from.

Set off to Punggol @ around 6 plus today, evening.
Weifeng& I took the train to Angmokio.
Then took a taxi to Punggol secondary. (51 Edgefield plains)
Which is a fucking expensive $23.45! And a 50 minutes.
From Angmokio to Punggol. It's like...?! Fuck!
The issue now, isn't about the money but the time.
And the cabby is like, has a fucking attitude problem!

Urghhhh! He reprimanded us for not knowing the road?!
And he was very very rude to passerby(s).
He was like "Hello hello" *in a very harsh tone*
"You know how to get to Punggol Secondary?!" (In mandarin)
And everyone ignored him?!
Then he claims that we weren't precise with the address.
The address is 51 EDGEFIELD PLAINS lah you STUPID CABBY.
I said that "If we knew the raod, we weren't be in your cab!"
And he said it's not his fault he didn't know the road!
Nobody blames him for that, but he just keep mumbling,
that we are fault for not knowing the address!
Screw himself! >.< He's old.
We wanted to respect him. But there's no respect he deserves!
Plus, while Weifeng was off the taxi to ask a passerby direction,
at a bus stop, he just drove off! Like what the hell?!
And there was Weifeng running after the stupid cab.

In the end my dad gave him the directions.
Then he was like
"If you had told me this earlier, I'd have known!" (In mandarin)
Like I'd want to waste my own time in your stinky cab?!
Then in the end, he still doesn't know where it is!
Me and Weifeng still has to get off at some HDB flats.
In the middle of nowhere! And we figured the place out ourself,
with the help of another passerby.
Plus he refuses to give me a receipt at the end of the trip.
He was afraid of me making a complain I guess.
Then he said that he only wants to charge us $13,
if not, he'd refuse to print us a receipt.
Is that threatening or what?!
He wasted our time alot, and Weifeng was super pissed off.
Weifeng actually screamed at him!
"Our time is precious!" Something like that.
He canceled off the original price, and wrote $13 instead.
In the end, I still gave him $25 in total.
And said "Keep the change!"
He stalked us, all the way. Saying he'd drive us there.
No way I'm getting into HIS stinky cab.
You're just afraid I'd make a complain right?!
You stupid cabby. Yes! I am so gonna make a complain.
I am I am! Fuck it.
p/s: It's a (insert company here) cab (SH 786* K)

And while on the way home,
(Daddy& Mummy came to fetch me and Weifeng)
I got to know something, disgusting/irritating/fucked up.
Eeeeew! You ugly fucktard. You aint no handsome guy.
And you're still not contented?!

p/s: This post took me a 1hours and 20minutes to type!

2008-07-23T03:35:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah, realise that I havent been to shopping for ages.
I need a shopping trip! Urgh.
And any kind souls to sponser me for it? :x
Im feeling super excited after looking at some random blogshops.
I swear that I am so very going to spend my wallets out.

I'm so tired. And I'm super sleeping *Yawns!
So goodnight, all out there.

2008-07-23T00:09:00.001+08:00

I want time to turn back, go back in time.
I believe to never, never,
give up the things that hold my smile.
But, it doesnt matter to nobody.
So, why do I need to fake a smile at all...
For nobody to see?
See no, say no, hear no. Evil.

你总是要我乖,慢慢计划将来,
说的未来到底多久才来

Loved, and Lost.
I loved you, but I lost my placing in your heart.

2008-07-22T17:25:00.002+08:00

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round.
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown.
I'm losing grip, what's happening.
I stray from love, this is how I feel.

This time was different.
Felt like, I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife.
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm, in this condition
& I've got all the symptoms,
of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kissed.
Cause it's hurting me to let it go.
Maybe cause we spent so much time.
& I know that it's no more.
I shoulda never let you hold me baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give to you on purpose.
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart.

2008-07-22T01:00:00.006+08:00

Some people dons a mask, some have two faces.
Some people are straight in your face,
whereas some. Just leaves you.
How I wished, time could be turned back...
But it isn't going to.
I've been striving to be nice, to be perfect, to be me.
You can say I'm acting, you can talk behind my back.
But you bloody do not know anything,
so shut your trap.
You assume, you think, you saw.
You think you are so right, when you are not!
Darn, screw it! ):

2008-07-20T07:50:00.007+08:00

我的心真的好痛好痛...
Hate guys that think
they're the dominant gender (?) kind of thing.
Screw yourself if you're one of them.
*tsk: Nobody is always in the right!

Watched The Dark Knight during midnight. The show is fantastic. (:
Nice visuals, though storyline kind of, common.
4.5/5 stars! (:

2008-07-19T11:32:00.002+08:00

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
): I'm really feeling bloody disappointed.
I spent the bloody whole of yesterday night to finish the POA's poster thing.
And today morning I called Pearlyn up.
She went to prepare and stuffs I guess.
Then I slept for that awhile.
AND SHE FUCKING DIDNT WAKE ME UP!
I seriously feel like abcdefghi.
You know those kind of feeling, when you've worked so hard...
In the end, those effort gone down the drain.
And the boards, completely cannot be used at all.
For any other events. Urghs! ):

2008-07-18T02:28:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line
A teammate will be the best person capable of giving you constructive criticism.

In Detail
Being a member of a team is good for you -- it brings out your compassion, and provides you with the support system you need to stay positive. And if you need to improve on something, a teammate is the best person capable of giving you constructive criticism. If you aren't currently on a team, that's easy enough to remedy -- all you have to do is join a group that fights for a cause you believe in. Or just sign up for an exercise class at the gym!

2008-07-17T00:31:00.001+08:00

Don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.

2008-07-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

My mood now is: A blank
Sometimes, somethings, unknowing maybe better.
But at times...
I am so sick and tired.
Of a places with so much fond memories,
that brings sorrows now. Phew.
*Randomly inserts a jiaobin here!

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你　慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

2008-07-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

This are the videos for the Seoul Garden 'outing'.
Hahahah, do not watch if you do not have the time uh.
Warning: Time wasting! *But entertaining, to me.

2008-07-15T23:28:00.005+08:00

Thanks Peter 老爸 for today.
Be it a stress-free outing, or another counselling. Which is no hope!
I dont care what you guys think. I dont! Shows (censored handsign)
I really did enjoy myself today.
Timah's Saddle club& Qianhu fish farm.
Didnt know it was such a place of serenity...
Upload soon, this coming weekend probably.
Watch out for further updates& edits on previous posts.
Goodnight, loves (:

2008-07-14T23:58:00.003+08:00

Went to watch The Strangers @ Westmall today.
With Jolene, My Love (Jocelyn), Nut, Willard& Wu.
Guohui fly us aeroplane ):
Anyway, thumbs down for the show!
The storyline wasn't there.
The scaring scenes are classical. (But I was still scared)
The ending was (censored)!I'd rate it 2/5 stars.
Then proceeded to Newcourt, even though I really didnt want to.
Well, guess that's all for today.Will update previous post soon.
I'm just like, super duper lazy to do so now.
School starts late tommorrow.
But will be going early to play volleyball (:
Yay, burn fast fats! Hahahaha.

2008-07-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴
安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你, 陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪
我跟本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份
包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

2008-07-13T23:41:00.003+08:00

I have to start figuring out,
what has gone wrong between us.
I have to know, what have I done.
I need to start all anew,
end this nonsensical disaster.
I am so sick of giving in.
I am so tired of not being me.
How'd you feel to be left all by yourself.
How'd you feel to be discrimnated.
How'd you feel... To be me?

Just came home from volleyballing.
With Dave& Jiaqi. Yayness. (Burn fats, burn fats!)

2008-07-13T06:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
Nubian gents& Feminine Fire.
Fantabulous is what I can say.
Went back to church (accompanied Danhui).
This dance troupe came to perform.
Then after which service ended at 4 plus.
Headed to Andrea's house for cell-group/pot luck.

Left early& met up with Jiaqi, Casper, Biru for dinner,
to celebrate Casper's belated birthday! (:
Happy belated birthday Casper! (:
Wanted to dine in at Sakura (Science Centre).
But the place was way too packed.
So in the end, went over to Seoul Garden at Causeway point.
I've to thanks Mum& Dad for offering to fetch us there! (:
We had hell lots of fun there.

After which, met up with Jolene, Willard, Derrick& Jiali at Yewtee.
Willard accompanied Jolene& me home.
Then Willard& I headed over to Yewtee.
Slacked... Slacked... Slacked...
Then headed back home at around 5am.

2008-07-12T04:40:00.000+08:00

The fits & fits of laughter,
Willard, Wu, Weixiong& Jiali (:
Went out to look for them at around midnight.
& Cabbed home at around 3 plus (?)
After getting screened by the Police!
Shall edit this post soon,
adding the sound recording of their laughters&
some pictures to go along! (:

2008-07-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today went for Punggol training. (:
Commotions on the MRT.
Saw (below) poster. Eeeew! >.<

Danger is really close though ):
I've got two (censored)-ing
big fat lump of mosquito bites on my leg!
On the way back... Jillyn says my sitting position is unglam.
Not true, not true! (:
It's Emoistic. Hahahaha. (:

Loser lor Jillyn! (:
Sneakshot people, yet ownself so...

Anyway, my helix piercing dropped off,
while I was enjopying in lala-land somehow ):

Anyway it was super swollen! >.<
See the difference above.
But I think the piercing is ganpua chio! ):
Imma so gonna repierce it again!

2008-07-08T12:54:00.002+08:00

Today is a bad day! Yes it is.
I got sent home due to my hair colour.
(Censored handsign) Quarreled with my mum.
I'm so so so so fed up. My mind is like one blank.
I really feel very angry/sad ):
I dont know how to express myself!
Stupid school& stupid Mr (insert name here).
You black cow with a hairy chest! *Yadaa yadaa.
Always interrupt when people's talking.
Blahhhhhh, Okay. I'm like full of rubbish now.

Today morning, met up with Jolene, Willard& Wu.
Was supposed to meet @ 4 am. And yet again.
Oversleeping-s. -.-
So agreed to meet up @ 445 am instead.
I was late by around 15 minutes.
But who knows, Wu& Willard WAS EVEN LATER! *Rolls eye.
Inside joke: Willard told me that,
"The reason Sleeping Beauty couldnt wake up.
Is because Prince Charming overslept!" *Gives one jiaobin.
Rubbish, rubbish, rubbish!
So Jolene was like: Actually, it's because,
"Sleeping beauty refuses to look at Prince Charming lah!"
(Equal dot equal): =.=

2008-07-07T23:01:00.006+08:00

Finished the show.
Tried looking for a picture of the programme.
Sadly, there was none ):

Well well, let's talk about today's happening (:
Today I watched 球爱大战 (Beach. Ball. Babes.).
That was it. *rolls eye at myself
Well, of course not.
My life is so interesting that I should have a long post. (Hahahahaha)
Today, was supposed to meet @ 1030 am apparently.
But in the end, Sleeping beauty did not oversleep.
Cinderella did! (Hahahaha) p/s: Private Joke.
Met up with Jolene, Willard, Wu @ 215 pm.
Then went to Macdonald.
Afterwhich, proceeded to Newcourt.
Slacked there till around evening.
Played/Entertained a few kids. Then, proceeded home (:
Afterwhich, I came down& looked for Jiaqi.
For a Ice-cream feast! (:
Hehehehe. She randomly asked me to treat her to Ben& Jerry's.

I think childrens are super-uber-very-oh-my-god-kind-of cute!
Yes, I meant c-h-i-l-d-r-e-n-s.
Instead of t-o-d-d-l-e-r-s or b-a-b-i-e-s.
Undoubtly, newborns/toddlers are cute.
But well, they cannot express themselves. Can they?
Unlike childrens. Childrens are very innoccent.
They speak what they think/hear/feel.
That is, absolutely very likable. To me at least.
Why cant humans just say out what they think?
Being frank is a very good thing.
Why dont adults/teens/grown-ups retain that bit of innoccent from young!
Well well, everybody changes, dont they?
An uninvitable change.

Well, for the part I've missed out for so many posts.
Pictures! (:

Above: Jolene found a super long french-fry!

Above: Okay. *Censored*ing french-fry& onion-ring.
p/s: I do not know, how can anyhow be this dirty! x)

Above: End product. (Meant to be thought, in a dirty way)

Above: Willard's stunned (Jiaobin lor!)

Above: Acting like he's not stunned!
p/s: In actual fact he's traumatised!

At Newcourt @ a Later time:

Above: Jolene interacting with Enen by wearing her crocs.

Above: & In return (?!) Enen wears Jolene's M)phosis.

Above: Jolene lim-qim with my son! (:

Above: Lim-qim plan is a success!

Above: It appears that he doesnt like me.

Above: Oh no. He doesnt love me I guess.
p/s: Okay. That aint true. He's just shy.
To show his big big love to me!
Or perhaps, the camera-men's lousy. (Yadaa yadaa)
*Proceeds to find another 100 reasons to explain.

Ice cream feast @ 7 Eleven:

Above: I like, I like (: Mochi Ice-cream.

Above: Ben& Jerry's.
p/s: The ice-cream is abit squishy, due to the fridge being spoilt.
This the first time I ate B&J till I cannot make it.

Above: Jiaqi hates the double chocolate one.
(So mean! Still poke at it)

Above: While purchasing the ice-creams.
Jiaqi's phone flew away. Flew to ground level instead of upwards.

Above: Sayangs her phone first.

Above: Proceeded with the D.I.Y repair of handphone.

Above: Done! (Apparently not the first time...)

2008-07-07T21:25:00.001+08:00

I'm currently watching 球爱大战 (Beach. Ball. Babes.)
Hehehehehe! (: It's the advertisements now.
Shall update in like 30 more minutes!

2008-07-06T11:59:00.002+08:00

我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情

Just a random picture (:
Today morning went for Yewtee training.
Yayness, playing in open tournament.
Wonders if Coach forgave me...
Then rushed to meet up with Jolene, My Love, Nut, Willard, Wu.
Went to shop @ Bugis street.
Then proceeded to Partyworld@ Town.
Went to newcourt, then cabbed home with Jolene.
Mwacks mwacks. I love Jolene& My Love!

2008-07-05T00:47:00.003+08:00

(Censored handsign)
No one's in any position to judge me.
But, yet. Why am I so bothered by it?
Escaping cannot solve anything.
But at least it offers a moment of peace& serenity.

You can say all you want about me.
It does make me feel down.
But does it make you feel any better?
If it does, go ahead.
Please be assured,
you're building your happiness on my sorrows!

2008-07-01T00:52:00.004+08:00

I'm so so so tired. Physically& mentally.
Trust. It's such a splendid thing.
It can build up a relationship& crush one.
It can strengthen a relationship& also fail one.
Now now now,
How does it feel to be exposed?
How does it feel to cross the border, only to reach an end?
How does it feel to hurt a person you claimed to love so much?
(Censored) love, (censored) it all.

Like a serial drama, the storyline so well known.
Yet deceives the characters, with the audience knowing.
All I can hope for is that, everything would be better in time.

I hate this feeling,
Anyone hurting my brothers& sisters.
But, what if...
The person who hurts them is the one they love (?)

2008-06-22T10:56:00.001+08:00

Met up with newcourt& co. yesterday.
Proceeded to Sentosa. (Zzz)
So much for the 'latecomers will not be entertained' rule.
We left at only 9.45 in the end.
Kind of enjoyed myself there.
Saw my sister (Pearlyn) & the team there.
Has dinner at Vivocity.
Some high-class chicken rice (:
Went back to newcourt, played volleyball there (:

Then afterwhich went to boat quay to drink.
With Aileen, Willard& Wu.
Met up with Ah-hao& co.
Which was such a total nightmare! -.-

2008-06-20T06:29:00.004+08:00

Was eating (above) like 2 hours ago.
The cup looks very unique right!

Urghs, such a turn off.
It's raining- showers, with thunders somemore! *Roars*
Was planning to go swimming with Jiaqi.
Shall let her sleep another half an hour, and wait till the rain becomes just a drizzle.
Pull her for breakfast. (Hohoh!)
The forecast is from like 6-10 plus (Bingshu said)
So I gave up my beauty sleep & It has to rain of all days!
*Screeches in frustrated voice& proceeds to rolls eye hundred times*
Nevermind. Chill chill. Waking Jiaqi up soon!
Maybe going to KBox later on with Nut Sayang, Willard brother, Wu& Gary! [:

2008-06-20T00:28:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Party world.
With My Love, Aileen, Jiali, Nut Sayang,
Guohui, Wu, Ah-hao, Chengkhai.
The session was '没有命' uh!
After which, went home.
And I found out that my wooden door was bolted.
No home to go back to ):
Laughoutloud! So I went to find Chengkhai& Colin.
I need to say thanks to them.
Colin accompanied me in Chengkhai's house,
when he could actually slept in home sweet home~
& To Chengkhai for loaning me his house (Hahaha!)

(Jolene asked me to blog this down!)
Peter 老爸 lent his car to me for a full horrifying 3 minutes previously.
Hahaha! I'm a very 'good' driver as Jolene says :D

Oh, school reopens in another 3 days (?!)
That's so sickening to think about! *shows jiaobin*

2008-06-17T04:58:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know,
I may end up failing too
But I know,
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

p/s: Num guys are so hawt! (Clickclick)

2008-06-16T21:52:00.004+08:00

Is it wrong to feel like this (?)
Kind of. But, how can it be stopped.
(Censored handsign).
I really feel damn down ):
~~I'm not okay~~! Seriously.

Excitingly.
Weifeng, Clare& my fantasies!

Volleyball is my everything.
It's not fun to leave me hanging like this.
To take away my everything.
You'll never know, how hard I tried.
No matter what I do, you're so nonchalent.
Nevermind, you have (Insert name here)!
It is very tiring& heart aching.

2008-06-16T04:34:00.002+08:00

Liquor, nightlife.
Need for speed.
Everydays...

这街上太拥挤太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿又斑驳了几句　　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对　
我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

2008-06-09T11:36:00.001+08:00

Today... Went to report to Jurong HQ.
Bail extended... (Zzz!)
Jolene, Dearie& Sokmin accompanied me.
I'm so fortunate okay! [:
Along with my Mummy.
I realise I ♥ my Mummy alot. Hahah.
Biological one of course ^^
Jolene, Dearie& Sokmin, my Mummy damn cute hor! :]

After which, heeded to Newcourt...
Camwh*red& played with the malt candy.
It stained Sayang's cardigan, which I was wearing ):
Hahah, I feel proud of the baby's stroller picture I took ^^ (Above)
Pretty hor? :P How I wish I had a child of my own.
But I think before I fufill this dream of mine,
Jolene would fufill it first! She loves babies damn super much also lor!

Pictures:

Above: Jolene gives you a middle finger! :D

Above: Hohoh, blissed... [:

Above: Malt candy, with an obscene shape?!

Above: Jolene, stop acting cute! :D

Above: Dearie says that they look alike -.-!

Above: Motherly. (Hahah!)

2008-06-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Went swimming with Jolene& Sokmin.
Overslept, and didn't make it to Sentosa.
So went to TheWarren instead.
Jolene, super model lor!
Camwh*re until never play with water :p

Photos:

Above: Sokmin& Me! *Grins*

Above: See, ohoh, posing :D

Above: Sokmin, look here lah! :D

Above: My bag goes well with the pool. Doesnt it? :D

2008-06-08T11:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to Yen's bbq, farewell for his Ns...
In the end, wanted to overnight, but...
Everyone went home! *Rolls eye.
Left me& Nut Sayang. Went home at around 6.
The event's so grand~
Yen, so fortunate siah! (Hahaha!)

Photos: (Lazy to caption them!)

2008-06-07T14:21:00.005+08:00

Tagged by Jocelyn, My love
A) People who have been tagged must write their answer on their blog.
B) Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These ppl must state who they tagged and cannot tag the person whom
they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to the other people (:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- I think I'd suffer a nervous breakdown. (Hahaha!)

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
- A volleyball career.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- Nowhere near Singapore, white& of course, with a dream guy.

#4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
- What lies ahead of me is my computer ^^ (Hahaha!)

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Tall tall tall! ^^ & Perhaps, with blue eyes and blonde hair. (Hahaha!)

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Loved by someone, but I'd prefer being loved by someone you love.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- It's whether my heart agrees to let go...

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Wish him all the best? (Do voodoo dolls work? xD)

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Kind of, quite alot. (Tsktsk)

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Alright, something to kill time.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Finished education& perhaps, with a family of my own.

#12. Who are currently the most important person to you?
- Family & friends.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Kind, caring but a little oversensitive, someone whom I trust.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Depends on how much wealth I have/ or married to whom?

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- Refusing to get up or/ I dont usually wake up in the mornings! (Hahaha!)

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- Maybe? Depends on who it is?

#17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
- The one who loves me back.

#18. What type of friend do you like?
- Listens& shares.

#19. What type of friend do you dislike?
- Doubters, betrayers.

People who are tagged: Jolene, Celestia, Olivia, Dave

While I'm doing this quiz, I'm at Jolene's house...
Overnight at her house, she confirm pig! :D
Hahaha, wearing her sister's oversized pyjamas.
I'm so cute! :P

2008-06-06T12:01:00.008+08:00

I miss brothers! ♥
(Ronald, Jingxiang, Eugene)...
Said I would post about the airport pictures...
So here it goes.

Pictures:

(Above: Ah-hao, Jason, Derrick& Yen)

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(Above: Guohui& Peter 老爸)

(Above: Ah-hao trying to camouflage)

(Above: Yen looks unhappy with Derrick xD)

(Above: Weixiang& Alvin wu)

(Above: Wee-u-weet, Yen& Nut Sayang step fierce)

(Above: Ah-hao, Jason& Yen thinks they're very cute)

(Above: Me& Derrick)

(Above: o.o! Sayang& Weixiang...)

(Above: Just in time, captured)

(Above: What's Wu doing in the Girl's toilet! 0.0)

(Missing those times I slacked here with Coach)

(Above: Short help tall up xD)

(Above: Yen preaching~)

(Above: Acting cute...)
(Hao, Derrick, Yen, Wu, Weixiang& Me)

(Above: Down to 5, including me...)

2008-06-06T01:14:00.002+08:00

Dont know what's with Singaporeans nowadays!
*Turns off. Goddamn, just came back from 7-11
after meeting Jolene.
Damn pissed off! Was at 7-11 after Jolene went back,
when 2 indians created trouble for the foreign staff in 7-11
Cannot stand it!
The staff is abiding by the rule,
that no outsiders can use the toilet.
Then the man went to open the plastic of a hairspray.
Purposely threw it on the floor,
and said it was the staff who dropped it,
and that he's so not gonna pay for it.
What the hell! I stood up for the staff (My friend hor!) x]
Then the stupid indian guy question if I saw it.
(Censored)! So I was like, yes, I saw you opening it.
Why are you making life hard for the guy!?
Then he scolded me some vulgarities.
Urgh, I've a damn bad feeling and biaseness towards indians now.
Then that guy and woman still went on to ask me to f off.
(Censored handsign) for them!

Okay, chill.
These few days hasn't been blogging.
The day before (04 June), went to see Derrick off to Brunei.
Terminal 2, see him in another 20 days I guess! [:
Shall upload photos of yesterday, later I guess!

2008-06-02T00:52:00.006+08:00

If you had truly loved
Laughoutloud. Very happy, these few days...
Although got some problems.
But well, overall, yay :D
Just some lame video anyway.
But, chill~

Clickclickclick here! :D

2008-06-01T14:26:00.001+08:00

So utterly disappointed with my ~~family~~ mum...
She's been so not understanding.
Having debating, that is turning into heated tiffs.
): I'm sad.

2008-05-31T13:18:00.008+08:00

Yesterday went to Yewtee for almost the whole day.
Slacked, did manicure, drank.
Manicure was damn expensive, considering the quality.
I prefer my old colour (above picture's) then the french's...
But nevermind, accompany Dearie ^^
Hahah. Yay, meeting Dearie later on...

Pictures:

(Above: Lousy french manicure which cost $26)

(Above: Dearie pua stunts. See her hair!)

2008-05-31T13:05:00.000+08:00

Photos for Pool @ Timah on 19 May:

(Above: Jiawei& Bingshu)

(Above: Jiawei)

(Above: Nanette)

(Above: Nut Sayang)

(Above: Zixuan)

(Above: Willard)

(Above: Audrey)

(Above: Bingshu)

p/s: For any photos, sms/msn me for it ^^

Sentosa trip on 25 May:

Forgot to post about the Sentosa trip...

Before going, spotted this really pretty& delicious pocky.

Damn yummy! :D

Went to Sentosa, burning hot.

Played a few matches of beach volleyball, and left.

(Above: Pretty! in pink)

(Above: Clare)

2008-05-30T09:23:00.002+08:00

Days of nightlife...
Wee u weet, I feel contented.
I miss Dearie, Jiaqi, Dave! (Gives jiaobin)
Laughoutloud. I wont miss Jolene de.
Its so early, I've been woken up by Jolene's phonecall!
Hahaha (censored handsign)

2008-05-29T02:59:00.000+08:00

This is inhuman! (censored) (censored) (censored)
http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp

2008-05-28T21:55:00.007+08:00

Sorry brothers.
24 hours of hell in lock up...
I miss everyone damn much,
thanks Jolene, and Dearie, and Aiai, Jiaqi & Dave especially,
for being so worried about me.

(Censored) that dog, Joel Ch*n.
(Censored handsign) if my brothers go in because of you.
I wont let you have a nice time in school. Nnbpcb! ._.

Going back to Jurong headquarters on 09 June.
Shouldn't elaborate about this.
Well, I'm not in any mood to update photos and stuffs.
So next time people!

2008-05-24T04:16:00.004+08:00

The feeling of being disappointed...
Today met up with Jolene, Celestia, Malcolm& Hongwei.
Slacked, saw Daryl twice.
Shall update previous post with photos.
And some camp photos soon.
Soon. Hahaha. Try my best to asap ._.

2008-05-19T12:44:00.003+08:00

(Censored) (censored) (censored) ._.
Damn lor, early morning wake up.
Family quarrel. Zzz.
Okay, is I quarrel with mummy.
The Dearie made me and Jolene so disappointed!
Still say want to get Zy! (Censored handsign)

Hesitating whether to go pool-ing or not.
Most probably.
Not staying at home, certaintly.
All give one jiaobin. So turn off.
Shall update later. Tata!

Edited (1:36am):
Went to Timah for pool,
Shall update pictures after I come back from camp.
Oh, yeah, I'm going to camp soon, like hours later.
At Kota Tinggi, with the school ^^
Then went to Newcourt.
Dearie, never call Jolene.
Sighs. Dont know what you thinking Dearie...

2008-05-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

Tell me, someone.
Should I get a SONY or SAMSUNG camera! :D
Samsung choices is either i8 or i7.
TELL MEEEE! Hahah.
I'm going bonkers already.
Think of getting my hands on the sleek pink i8.
Weeheeeeee :D

Edited:
Hahaha. I forgot to post about my day.
Today was at Lot 1 practically the whole day.
Giving out pamphlets FOC *hint hint
with Celestia (Dearie) , Jolene, Yunhan.
Then the boss keep coming out to spot check.
We did good deeds like, recycling the pamphlets ^^
Because, I've no idea.
WHY SOME PEOPLE CANNOT JUST
TAKE A (censored)ING FLYER WHILE THEY WALK PASS!?
Laughoutloud :x
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2008-05-15T23:19:00.009+08:00

Yesterday:
Went to Chompchomp (Serangoon) to buy Milkcurd for coach.
The god damn nice one :D
Got a variety of flavours.
But the original Milkcurd, best :D

Transferred train at Dhoby Ghaut.
Take purple line. I almost got lost!
Like one sua-ku. The place is...
So far lor! D: But I'm such a good player.
Hahaha!

Bought Milkcurd back for Nut :D
She likes it super much can!
*Advertises for the Milkcurd

After which, went to Timah to play pool.
Damn funny, damn happening.
Accidents everywhere. Hahaha!

Pictures:

(Above: Sayang and Willard. Sayang pua stunts!)

(Above: Alvin.w and Me) p/s Notice my jiaobin!

(Above: Chengkhai pua stunts!)

Today:
Just returned home from Newcourt.
Just now earlier, in the afternoon, went to Lot one.
Find Jolene, Celestia, Yunhan.
Helped them with their jobs (Where's my pay!)
Had so much fun, especially at Giordanno! Hahah :P
Saw Oliviaokx sweet-h! Weeuweet!
I miss you so much! Hehehe.
Oh, and thanks Jolene (not human) for helping make my blogksin ah!

2008-05-13T23:36:00.013+08:00

SCJ owns SND ^^

{Click image to enlarge}

They cheered me up so much...
Just now went to Lamsoon to volley.
Quite enjoying though.
More screenshots of our conversation.
Heheheee! :D

{Click the images to enlarge}

_l_ Thanks Jolene and Celestia dog :P

2008-05-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

All I want now.
Is a shoulder for me to cry my hearts out on.
Arms for me to be held in.
Everything is so mixed up inside.
Everything is so messed up.

2008-05-11T14:43:00.000+08:00

Seven Things That You Dislike the Most:
1. Copycats
2. Being labeled/ discriminated, people who pretend to know you! (Irritating!)
3. Rejected for anything
4. Being ignored! -.-
5. Flirts!
6. Bootlickers (Angkat!)
7. Being maligned!

Seven Things You Like the Most:
1. Volleyball!
2. Girlfriends outing
3. Stayovers/ Overnights
4. Ice Skating
5. My teammates and coach
6. Walking in town, carrying lots of shopping bags! :D
7. Sweet stuffs! Like Pocky!

Seven Important Things In Your Room:
1. Aircon!
2. Computer
3. Wardrobe (Hahaha!)
4. The door :D
5. Charger
6. My cozy bed of course :D
7. Storybooks (Surprised?!)

Seven Random Facts About You:
1. I have two sisters
2. I'm around 166cm tall (Wee-u-weet, I believe I can grow!)
3. I like designing!
4. I'm single (Hahaha!)
5. I like star gazing
6. I was laterally transferred from E to NA
7. I'm a girl (?!) Hahaha

Seven Things You Plan to Do Before You Die:
1. Reside in, what I think is a dreamhouse
2. Travel to exotic places (Eygpt?!)
3. Skydive!
4. Love truly, madly, deeply
5. Stand under a waterfall (Hahaha!)
6. Fall asleep in someone's arms ^^
7. See a Meteor shower or Aurora (Better still, both!)

Seven Things You Find Attractive in the Opposite Sex:
1. When they're being serious in something they're good at :D
2. If he's tall tall tall! (Woohooo)
3. Great sense of humor
4. When he shows he's interested in what you have
5. Great voice
6. Good hugger (Hahaha!)
7. Natural

Seven Celebrity Crushes:
1. Does Zac Effron counts as one {?}
2. Daniel Radcliffe {?} Although he's not handsome anymore. Haha!
3. Brad Pitt (Hahaha!)
4. I cant think of anymore!
5. *Gives jiaobin*
6. -
7. -

2008-05-11T14:28:00.005+08:00

I feel very random now. Just came back from Rihanna Hilton's house.
From a stayover.
It was, cool (?!) Hahaha.

2008-05-09T23:02:00.004+08:00

Went to vivo then headed to esplanade to camwhore.
Specially just to camwhore.
Laugh out loud right!
But in fact, it's quite alright, because,
Esplanade is a super uber picturesque place :D

Left Esplanade at around 7 then.

2008-05-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

Bad mood.
Pms I think. Lol -.-
Went to iceskating just now.
Then went to Lamsoon for some action.
Will update post soon.

Edited:

Went to iceskating. Jiaqi die die refuses to take picture ):
Sadded. Always scam me (!)
Hahaha. Iceskating with Elvis is no fun.
Keep getting iced -.-
God damn cold. Went to Lamsoon for some volleyball.
Which was (censored). I suck at volleyball lah!

2008-05-07T17:20:00.003+08:00

Hope, a sinking paper boat ]:
p/s I'm gonna show all my past archives! (later on)
Whatever have gone, has gone I guess.

2008-05-07T15:54:00.003+08:00

How long to wait...
To find someone that touches my heart like you (?)
How long it takes...
Just to forget you (?)

Midyears are finally over.
I've a feeling I'll be very disappointed with my results.
(censored)! ):

2008-05-05T01:20:00.004+08:00

You know, sometimes, we all wish.
That we can go back to the past, change somethings.
Because reminiscing is a painful thing too.
But we'll never be able to do so.

I wished, I had gone for last year midyear paper,
so I wouldn't have transferred into NA.
Because, I misses the people from 2e6-o7.
I wished, I had cherish my friendships more,
before they broked up.
But now, I'll learn to cherish the present even more.

Bottom Line for horoscope today--
An interesting travel opportunity is coming your way today,
and you should take it.

2008-05-03T04:34:00.000+08:00

Went to town, with My love, Jiali, Shawn Russell, Gaddiel, and Ryan.
Laugh out loud. It was damn random.
Met up at around 7 plus.
Reached at around 9 (?!)
So what the hell right!
Hahaha. After finish eating & stuff,
Already like, I think, 10 (?)
Afterwards went to Borders, reason being-
Shawn wanted to buy books (?!)

Really wasted a lot of time lor. Hahaha.
Alright, but it was fun, random-ing like this.
Camwhored at Skatepark before going back ^^
Took NR3, which was freezing!
Thanks everyone for the trip :D

2008-05-02T12:53:00.005+08:00

Well, this is a late post, but whatever lah :x
Went to Bugis 'today'.
With My love, and Jiali
My Love keep acting innocent. Hahaha :D
Seriously, I dont know what the Hell I was thinking.
Exams and shopping doesnt go together.
Isn't that right (?)
Went to catch a movie still (!)
Dance of the dragon. Which wasnt as expected.
The movie is like, no climax.
Well, after much cam-whoring. We cabbed back to yewtee.

I met Nut and, sayang (even if you will never see this)
I'll always be here for you alrights!
Same goes to My Love! ♥

2008-05-02T12:53:00.002+08:00

Free hugs for me anyone? ]:

(censored) Scott lah. Damn f-uped.

2008-05-01T14:27:00.001+08:00

When faith is all that have left.
When troubles seems to flood.
When it's you who sent me to death,
asked me to live on.

2008-04-30T12:57:00.003+08:00

Eeeeewww. Todays paper is (censored)
PHYSIC SUCKXXZXZX
Big time! I cant stand this anymore =.=
I did 15 minutes of Physic paper today. Only.
Out of a long 1h 30min.
The reason being- I dont know how to do!
Well well. All THANKS to MR CHEW
for being such a nice Physics teacher.
Luckily, tomorrow being a holiday.
I can mug Chemistry like abcdefg to make up for Physic.
Oh, but Maths suprisingly was good.
There's still a paper 2 though.
Well, I think later going to volley :D
I'll go mug now!

2008-04-28T16:34:00.021+08:00

Hello everyone ^^
I've decided to reward myself, by blogging
for finishing the damn bloody hard mothertongue paper!
Hohoh. Not much happenings lately.
Been mugging damn hard.
Tomorrow's Social-studies. I didn't study for it ]:
Went to Jurong-e library to study.
It was damn packed! Kind of expected though.

We studied hard, camwhored hard ^^

I ♥ My Love& Jiali!

The people there :D

---------------------------------------Fabian& Weixiang lookalike.

Hahaha, Fabian and Weixiang look alike!

Qijian was verrrrrry serious! Rawr!

And, tsk, he is very bad at giving exmaples!

So he loves to use real life people as examples!

2008-04-24T23:50:00.005+08:00

Again. I touched, the forbidden computer!
Alright, this would be the last time before midyear :x
Hahaha! Unbelievable. The exam mood suddenly sprang upon me,
and its somehow spreading like wildfire. Everywhere.
The moment I think of Bingshu, Sean-goh studying.
I feel pressurized! The usual jokers are... STUDYING (?!)
Oh my, oh my.
I do hope I can meet my own expectations!

It's ironic, just like the story which was never told.
and lovers who never got together.
The one you love, disappoints you so.

I'm off, to study! my letter writing format already!
Goodluck to all! :D

2008-04-23T00:41:00.005+08:00

Sleepless night! Cannot get to sleep,
but all the Chemistry is not going into my head! :[
I'm feeling tired can (?!) But, the bed doesnt beckons me.
Suddenly misses Miss Cai Enchun, & Mr Jeremy Tan!
Mr ~~gay~~ Chen is alright, just that he's a little too gay.
But, Mr Chew is really one big (censored)!
Well, not much high hopes for midyear.
So must must must get really good for end of year.
For midyear, I hope-
A for English,
B for combined Sciences,
Pass for Humanities,
A for Accounts,
? for Maths&
Pass Mothertongue.

That's satisfactory already.
Cannot be so greedy, since slacked in class.
But while killing myself in the process of burning midnight oil,
I hope I can achieve all those! :D

I believe I can fly. Hahaha! x]

2008-04-22T20:25:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's photo. Haha. I can see Ms seah! :D

I feel so tired today!
I can barely absorb what I'm studying.
Had Chinese oral just now.
Bound to fail, I predict.
Met up with Jolene just now. Wee u weet :D
Now at home, and off to study!

Tsktsk- I touched the computer again!

2008-04-21T17:15:00.004+08:00

Urghs, absolutely cannot resist touching the computer.
I'm getting myself F9 in the state I'm at.
I dont seem to understand/ or can concentrate in class.

Went to Queensway the other day, so disappointed.
There were like only two stores containing volleyball stuffs.
Zzz! Damn. I want see shoes! x]

I miss training super much! ]:
I think all my ball sense flyaway already.

2008-04-18T00:19:00.004+08:00

因为失去你- 发现, 迷失的我不想找回自己
突然, 很期待爱, 却让你夺走的期望- 真的好难过

回忆过去, 痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来, 拨动我心跳?

2008-04-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sighs! Baby, Im back!
Havent blogged for a full 15 days alr!
Damn, no mood.
Haha, anyway I've caught Three Kingdoms& Flood
Not really very interesting at all.
MYE came a little too soon :x
Will be mugging I guess.
So yeah, posting will have to wait after MYE! :D

2008-04-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

http://silentconfessions--.blogspot.com/
This was so long ago.
Everything was so nice and fine.

Went to watch vantage point few days back.
The show was 4.5/5 stars.
Must watch!

I'm currently-
So crushed, so disgusted by my volleyball skills.
I should just hang myself.
Laugh out loud.

2008-03-23T14:33:00.004+08:00

Went swimming with Ronald, Sokmin& Ferris yesterday.
Ferris didn't swim actually, he watched us swim.
Showered at around 3 plus, then while walking back, the sky was damn cloudy.
So we seeked shelter at somewhere near Stagmont.
After which, we walked to Newcourt in the drizzle.
Damn cold can! [: But fun. Hahahah!
Slacked there untill like 9.45, then made my way home.

While currently, I'm rotting at home.
Waiting for Ronald& co to come back from praying.
Feeling heavy-headed. Damn unwell, Nut passed her germs to me!
Hahahah, off to Audition ^^
Oh, and Happy Birthday to my most precious sister,
Pearlyn Chung! :D

2008-03-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Semi-pro with Coach at Yishun 10.
Yeah, the show wasn't very entertaining as expected.
I guess Meet the Spartans would have been better.
The film was rated NC 16 For some,
coarse language and a obscene songs.
Yupps, before meeting coach,
went to Newcourt to do my maths file.
That's for Good friday :D

2008-03-20T21:00:00.004+08:00

Today went for Punggol training,
Chloe, Clarissa, Jillyn, Weifeng and Me [:
Expectedly, Coach and us went to Chomp Chomp to eat.
Hahah! We ate, and we laughed together.
About Weifeng's big pink bird.
And some of Chloe's bamboo.
Hahahs :D While we went back,
We saw this temple, Darma Muneeswaran on the road sign.
And we make a very big fuss,
on the pronounciation.
Hahahs, damn funny but it's
Team bonding! :D

2008-03-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

Food is = temptation = heaven
Hahaha. I just love the 'Chomp Chomp' at serangoon.
It's omg kind of indulgence :D

See, see, see. That's the sugarcane.
Like so damnit kind of big right!
p/s Chloe! Yr favourite drink!

Today went to Punggol training [:
Then to Chomp Chomp, to eat a little bit.
Hahaha. Woohoo. Tomorrow's Tuesday!
School starts late, yay.
Off to smell some socks, yeah right.

2008-03-16T23:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Dave's party,
a stayover. Which I slept half the time away.
Was watching Dvds when I went to sleep.
Boring Dvd! Watched, the front part of-
I'm Legend, then Aliens vs Predator.
But was too boring, so switched to Recycle.
And the ending part was damn (censored)
And Dave was sick :[ And I hope he's still alive and kicking now :P

Today went to find Ronald, Sokmin& Jingxiang [:
Slacked till like 10 plus.
And now we're talking (censored) in msn [:
I'm off to flood Ronald in friendster now! :D

2008-03-14T17:19:00.006+08:00

Haven't being blogging for long.
Oh, and Happy Birthday Dave :D
Recently alot of events taking place.
Like eg: Coach's birthday, Geraldine's stuff

This March holiday's filled with many trainings [:
Damn tiring can, Monday to thursday.
But after trainings, at least got movie outings with coach.
Yesterday went to catch Sky of Love.
It was, touching. But again like the Leap Year,
the starting storyline is damn xx.

And I still want to catch-
Semi-pro, Meet The Spartans, Step Up 2: The Streets,
The Orphanage, The Water Horse, Slam, Shutter ^^

Melvin birthday& Acupuncture

2008-02-25T20:16:00.020+08:00

Yesterday was Melvin's birthday [:
Celebrated it on the 23rd.
Feels much like a class gathering, hahah.
Went with Jasmine, Ivy& Yuxiu.
And practically was with them the whole day.
Went down and slack at the playground in the afternoon.

There was this cute little boy,
Melvin's cousin I think. Damn cute!
But. How to say, very arrogant? Lol!
He had undoubtly PMS.
Crying at one moment and laughing the next.
Melvin had to hoax him all the way till he went home lah.

Had a sleepover, while I asked many weird questions. xD
Like eg- If Isabelle was nude in front of them, what would they do.
HAHAHA. Everyone felled asleep in the end I think at around 4.30.
I woked up at 7.50 then went home, to go to Sunday training.
Which was tedious! Zzz.

Today didnt go to school,
woke up and felt like my brain was falling out!
Then went to the chinese physician.
Did acuppuncture to some old injuries which hurts alot.

Photos:

Above: Melvin cake cutting :D

Above [Left to Right]: Melvin like a nanny :D

: Supposingly Melvin's cousin, running around with a ball bigger than his head

: Photo-taking with the guys :D

Above: Ivy, Yuxiu& Jasmine

Above: The acupuncture needle! 0.0

Old Photo:

Above: Mr Jeremy Tan relieved us, and his chinese was real bad!

Look at the 'liu' word!

2008-02-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

Seems like everyone, everything is changing.
Not that I aint changing.
But, it's so hard to accept it.

Chinese New indeed was fattening,
but I didnt expect Valentine's Day to be fattening as well.
Chocolates, Sweets and Pocky! :D Irresistable.
My everyday life is filled with volleyball now.
Till I almost lost the passion in it.
School life is pathetic.
My circle of friends seems like its getting even smaller.
This is so depressing! Lol *rolls eye*
What hasn't been started, cannot be ended.

2008-02-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

Do you rememember when I told you that
You're my best friend?
We promised we'd be there for each other,
Until the very end?
People always used to say that they never saw us apart.
Do you know that you have a special place in my heart?

Do you rememeber when our bond began to break?
Fights became frquent &
Our hearts started to ache.
Suddenly our forever friendship, came to an abrupt end.
When we realise,
It was something we couldn't mend.

Remember when we decided to go our seperate ways?
To be on our own and make friends who cant last?
Have you ever wondered why?

Things often change, but they dont need to end.
They just dont stay the same.
Still, in the back of my mind this question wont end.
Do you remember or ever think about.
When we were best friends?

- Extracted from Chicken Soup for the Girls soul

2008-01-26T14:16:00.002+08:00

Bad week.
Injured my ankle and thumb over the week.
Chinese New Year's coming.
Baaah, fattening.

That's what friends are for (?)
Never changed a thing.

2008-01-11T20:59:00.003+08:00

First post of 2008, like finally, duh.
2007 has been a real tiring year.
Well, everything's over though (?)

The scenes replaying over& over in my mind.
With the exact same words you ever said.
With the music you used to sing.
Still going on. Goodbye my memories.

2007-12-19T20:28:00.002+08:00

Because thats your heartfelt words.
Because this feels like a betrayal of friendship, kinship, love.
Because we're all no longer the same.

2007-12-08T15:21:00.003+08:00

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

2007-12-07T20:54:00.003+08:00

I'm hungry >.< Jolene.
Did horrible today during training.
Sickening.

Some things are not to be regreted once done.
Still pondering whether this is what I want.
Is this the right choice? Body arts...

2007-12-06T15:11:00.002+08:00

Havent been blogging for long.
Havent been using the computer for long too.
Nothing interesting happening recently :/
Trainings, slacking, working.
I want to catch Enchanted! :D

2007-11-26T11:57:00.002+08:00

All about this friendship, is trust, betrayal, lies.
Haven't update for long alr.
I have no comment about today,
yesterday, or the day before.
Same old routine *Yawns*

2007-11-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

Shag Shag Shag!
Had training just now.
Got punish by Jiaolian.
Damn it man, ran like 30 rounds.
I so innocent still get punished!
Lol! Now blogging @ Xueqi house.
Clearing up some mess. (Ooops~)
My ice cream is melting le lah ):
Just now went down to buy ice cream from Danhui.
When I was so damn tired.
Roar! I'm aching everywhere now.
Nights! :D